Elly commented on my LJ; saying how cute we look together. She even mentioned that if we someday decide to get married, I have to invite her. Haha.
But well, to think about it, I guess I won't hesitate to marry this guy if he asks me to ;)



Well, I think we do look nice together. What do you think, Mr Boyfriend?

Haven't been updating for so long. Was so busy indeed.
My two months internship finished earlier. I have mixed feelings though. Part of me felt happy; but another half felt so sad knowing the fact I won't get to see my (ex) colleagues as often anymore. Plus I won't be getting freebies from 'em again. Hmmm. Chrissy came with Lee Ting to hang out with us. We digged around the store room, and managed to score some good CDs. I took five for my collection, while Jay and Chrissy took four respectively.
Ain was there too; being an ass like usual. She was flirting with ZD like a desperate woman. Like always, the boss and Jay bitched about her ;) I still have no idea though, why they can't stand her. Maybe it's because of the attitude, or perhaps because they simply hate her. LMAO.
Oh well, I should watch my mouth. Hihi. Shouldn't bitch too much, but I just can't help it.
I'm going out tomorrow, with the girls. We planned to go watch movie or something at Times Sq.
And Chrissy's leaving on Thursday night :'(

My girlfriend told me I should get it over and done with before things get worst. I think she doesn't want to see me sad like those few months back.

Oh well..... I can't make up my mind now *sigh*

I hate the fact that I need to make choices.

I have an interview with Red104.9 this Thursday; for A&P Department. Wish me luck people ;)

I tried so hard pretending I don't give a damn fuck over everything. But still, I found myself thinking about the whole thing every 15 minutes. And I'll have to admit that truth hurts. Very very much. I wish we didn't have such conversation yesterday.
He reminds me of Jeff. History seems to be repeating itself. Hmmm..
But I guess, I just don't care anymore.

The parcel from Chris arrived today. I was pretty surprised 'cos I didn't expect I'm gonna get those anytime soon. The CDs are great. But those songs made me sad; 'cos I'm still feeling down over the whole thingamajig yesterday.
But well... Those winter stuffs, Swiss top and chocs made me smile, of course ;)

I need to get my ass out of the house. Or else I'm gonna turn insane. I can't even pay enough attention to my Law notes :(

My cousin came over to spend the holidays with us, and she's been driving me nuts. She switched on my aircond as early as 6pm, she used my things without permission plus she even messed around with my laptop while I'm in college; and I have to password-protected it now. Mum's a 'lil pissed with her whole fucked up attitude, but dad's been pampering her so much saying she's only thirteen and she needs some time to adjust.
I have no say over anything; but I just can't wait for her to go back to wherever she came from :(

Lukas is coming to KUL this Tuesday. I'm picking him up in KL Sentral, then will be sending him to the hotel. I'm a 'lil nervous meeting him for the first time; but I know we both are gonna have a great time hanging out together. Even though I did wish I'm picking up my boyfriend instead of him *LoL* And now I wonder how it's gonna be like when I step my feet in Zurich later..
My adorable boyfriend is jealous of Lukas. I think he thought I'm gonna throw my arms around the fella and give him a looooongg, wet kiss or something like that; which I'm not gonna do ;) But I just love the fact he's jealous 'cos that shows he cares about me - even though I'm halfway around the world.

I talked to my boyfriend for the whole three hours; but I still miss him now. How I wish he lives nearby *sigh*
And I had a dream. I don't remember what was it all about; but I remember waking up in tears. I was so scared about losing him that I was actually shaking very badly...

I'm weird, I know.

Hey, just wanted to say I miss u sweetheart! ;) Hope you're doing fine & hope to get to talk to you soon! *hugs*

Saya sayang awak!
Chris ;)

I feel sick to my stomache.
I said something to my boyfriend; which I shouldn't have. Somehow I have a feeling that I hurt his feelings.
Oooookay. If there's something about myself that I hate. It's this attitude. I said things without thinking, and end up regretting a while later.

I shouldn't have said all that about me and Edd. But I don't know. I have this weird feelings inside when he told me he's going to some concert with someone and have to stay somewhere. Perhaps I'm just jealous; and said those things to make him feel the same way.

I don't know. Back in the olden days, I won't even bother with all these thingamajigs. But I did now; which is sad :(

To that person... I'm sorry; and this came straight from my heart.

Mum and I went to KLCC earlier; and I bumped into my old friend from primary school. So we talked for a bit in front of Marks & Spencer. She told me she just graduated from college; doing Fashion Design. And she's gonna start uni sometimes in November.
Somehow I have this mixed feelings inside. A combination of sad, angry, etc. My friends; they all talked about going to uni to finish their respective degrees. And all my other close friends are gonna graduate soon; with their respective degrees too. But I know I can't do that, I know I can't join 'em. My parents told everyone they want me to continue doing my degree and whatnots. But at the same time they'll be complaining to me that financing my education is too expensive.
I told 'em I wanna work abroad; but they'll be like "Why can't you just work here?" and such.
But I just don't give a damn fuck anymore. I'm gonna pack my bag as soon as I graduate from college and get my ass on that first flight out of Malaysia.

Other people might say I'm a pain, and that I just like to whine. Well, maybe they're right. But they're not in my shoes.

Guess I'm in need of that Zurich vacation afterall *sigh*