Mum and I went to KLCC earlier; and I bumped into my old friend from primary school. So we talked for a bit in front of Marks & Spencer. She told me she just graduated from college; doing Fashion Design. And she's gonna start uni sometimes in November.
Somehow I have this mixed feelings inside. A combination of sad, angry, etc. My friends; they all talked about going to uni to finish their respective degrees. And all my other close friends are gonna graduate soon; with their respective degrees too. But I know I can't do that, I know I can't join 'em. My parents told everyone they want me to continue doing my degree and whatnots. But at the same time they'll be complaining to me that financing my education is too expensive.
I told 'em I wanna work abroad; but they'll be like "Why can't you just work here?" and such.
But I just don't give a damn fuck anymore. I'm gonna pack my bag as soon as I graduate from college and get my ass on that first flight out of Malaysia.

Other people might say I'm a pain, and that I just like to whine. Well, maybe they're right. But they're not in my shoes.

Guess I'm in need of that Zurich vacation afterall *sigh*